I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it's these things I'd believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn't all she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything. I'm not going to message you anymore- it isn't fair to either of us. I know you in real life and I value you so, so much. You are too wonderful to be a one-sided online crush. I wish you the best and hope you continue to dream. You're amazing.
Kinda wish I didn’t have to publish this, but hey.
I respect that decision. If you don’t think it’s fair for either of us then I certainly wouldn’t want to make you continue something that isn’t fair to you. You’ve made me smile a lot, so thanks. You’re great. :) The following is stuff you don’t really have to read since I really don’t want to pressure you into talking to me, but I still feel like I need to write it down.
I’ve had a really rough week. And things will get better eventually, but I don’t see that being all that soon. My brain is just a mess and it’s hard to talk to people about it because I really don’t know what I’m feeling myself. I don’t know. I just don’t really talk to people. Soooo, it’s been nice to hear cute poetry and get asked questions and ask questions and just know that someone wanted to talk to me. So just… thanks. And I do wish you would keep messaging me, but I’ll survive, I promise. It’s been cool anon. :)